A Grief Workbook Project

The First
Year(s)
of Grief

A Place for Reflection & Remembrance

An interactive digital workbook for those navigating loss. Grounded in grief theory, designed for the human experience of mourning — a private space to reflect, remember, and slowly find your way forward.

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"Grief is not a problem to solve…" "The waves do not disappear, but become more manageable." "Memory is a living place."
A Grief Workbook
The First Year(s)
of Grief
K. M. Canfield
About This Work

What This Workbook Is

Most people understand grief only in the abstract until loss becomes their own.

This workbook pairs accessible explanations of grief theory with practical tools, writing prompts, and an interactive Grief Landscape map. Some activities help navigate difficult days. Others help you remember the person you lost and keep that relationship alive through memory, values, and shared history.

It was designed for the first year — and the years that follow — when grief has no timetable, and when most people are learning to carry something they did not ask to carry.

A Note on Privacy

Everything you write in this workbook stays on your device. Nothing is sent anywhere. Your entries are private and belong entirely to you.

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Grief landscape regions — each mapped to a distinct emotional experience
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Reflection prompts and journal spaces throughout the workbook
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Interactive tools: Wave Tracker, Ritual Planner, Memory Portfolio, and Grief Map
Return as many times as you need. The workbook holds your place.
Fully Private

All data saves locally in your browser. You can also download a copy of your completed workbook at any time.

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Grief is the price we pay for love. The depth of the grief is a measure of the love.

— Queen Elizabeth II
What's Inside

A Map of the Grief Landscape

The workbook follows seven regions of emotional experience, each with written explanations, reflection prompts, and practical activities. They are not stages. They are territories — and you may move between them in any direction.

Section 04
The Storm

Early, acute grief. Disorientation, shock, and the intensity of first loss. Coping tools and grounding exercises.

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Section 05
The Fog

Numbness, confusion, and grief brain. Navigating concentration and daily life when everything feels distant.

Section 06
The Waves

Cyclical surges and triggers. The Wave Tracker helps log and understand recurring patterns of intense grief.

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Section 07
The Valley

A quieter, settled sadness. Longing, missing, and the small moments of lightness that begin to appear.

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Section 08
Memory Forest

Continued bonds theory. Writing letters, recording memories, and keeping the relationship alive.

Sections 09–10
The Horizon

Meaning reconstruction, forward movement, and the Ritual Planner for navigating difficult dates and anniversaries.

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Section 03
Interactive Grief Map

Place markers on a hand-crafted landscape map showing your emotional location. Revisit and track changes over time.

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Section 11
Memory Portfolio

Preserve the small, specific details of the person you lost — the ones that blur with time.

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Everywhere
Save & Download

Auto-save, restore, and download a personal copy of your workbook at any time.

Research Foundation

Grounded in Grief Theory

The workbook draws on contemporary grief research, moving away from the stage-based models of the past toward a more accurate, compassionate understanding of how people actually experience loss.

J. William Worden
Tasks of Mourning Model · 2018

Grief as active work, not passive passage. Four tasks: accepting the reality of the loss, processing the pain, adjusting to the changed world, and finding a way to remember while moving forward.

George Bonanno
Resilience and Loss Research · 2009

Most people show genuine resilience after loss. Grief and growth coexist in the same person at the same time. Grief does not follow a fixed arc, and the waves model is more accurate than linear stages.

Robert Neimeyer
Meaning Reconstruction · 2016

Grief disrupts the meaning structures through which we understand our lives. The central task of mourning is rebuilding a story of who we are that can carry the loss without being defined by it.

Klass, Silverman & Nickman
Continuing Bonds Theory · 1996

Bereaved people maintain an ongoing inner relationship with those who have died. This is not denial or unhealthy attachment — it is one of the ways love continues beyond loss.

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No one ever told me that grief felt so much like fear.

— C.S. Lewis, A Grief Observed
The Project

An Instructional Design Capstone

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Kayla M. Canfield
Author & Instructional Designer

Graduate student pursuing dual master's degrees in Instructional Design & Technology at Mount St. Mary's University and Humanities at Wilson College. Administrative professional supporting five academic departments, writing center tutor, and published poet (Eunoia Review). This workbook was developed as part of MEDUC 619: SME & Instructional Design.

Personal reflections shared by Dawn Keys — who experienced the sudden loss of her father and the death of her husband, Trey Keys, from pancreatic cancer — informed several activities in this workbook (Keys, personal communication, 2026).

Course
MEDUC 619 — Instructional Design & SME Collaboration
Institution
Mount St. Mary's University
Program
M.S. Instructional Design & Technology
Year
2025–2026
Subject Matter Expert
Dawn Keys (personal communication)
Format
Interactive digital workbook — single-file HTML, deployable on any web host
Hosting
carrying-them-forward.netlify.app

Open the Workbook

A private, reflective space for those navigating loss. Take as long as you need. Return whenever you are ready.

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